Monday, February 16, 2009

my pact with my guides

I am writing this blog as part of fulfiling my contract with Nehwah, my guides. They are three gorgeous female guides, and I asked them to help me lose weight by 27th April 2009. And in exchange I shall blog about them. Hence, this blog. and the name of the blog, Nehwah.

I met Nehwah when I did my PLR training and then one night/or was it early morning, I saw 3 gorgeous, breathtaking faces ..and I understood these were my guides. And when I asked their name, I got Nehwah. I have since tried to look up Nehwah, is it a corruption of Yahweh or Nemmiah....I dont know, I am happy with Nehwah....It is somehow them, the gorgeous faces!! I would love to be like them....but physically my facial structure is different from theirs and my hair is nothing like theirs...so sleek and beautiful..and vibrant...

I am still trying to establish a very real communication system with them...At times I wasnt sure if I was really making contact or jsut imagining...and at times, there would be just silence...
A friend told me that you just have to ask them , tell them to communicate with you in a manner you can understand and know they are there. Ever since I have done that, I have been able to make contact by calling them and waiting and when my heart goes thudding I know we have made contact! and I carry on my conversation with them...I normally get my answers by a knowingness/or as thoughts and I trust these thoughts as Nehwah's wisdom.

I ask them yes and no questions . If it is a yes, my stomach/breath goes pumping in and out If it is a no, my lower stomach caves in deeply once. I usually confirm by asking the question again..jsut to make sure I have understood the answer! or rather, they have understood the question!! This yes and no questioning I usually use when I cant make up my mind about what to buy or whom to approach for a purchase. I go implicity by the answer I get...I dont waste time think of alternative options again.

There are other ways I get answers, through knowings, thoughts, sometimes hearing words very clearly and sometimes, very often via dreams. I make a request and go to sleep and I have a dream which I remember in the morning. I have to just think what it means and the answer flashes. I dont doubt the anwer these days....I accept the answer and most times smile! Or, take the learning...

Of course at other times, I ask/request something. Nothing appears to happen, but I wait, knowing I will receive. And then, the thing I was fighting against, like wanting to chuck out my maid who had taken two days' leave, I see the practicality of it and I desist of doing what is undesirable. I understand this is the guidance I am receiving from my guides.

Once when I went to the railway station to pick up my sister, I asked my guides on which platform the train wd come. Well, guides are not v clear at noisy stations!! I just got a feeling that the train wd come on pfm 3...so iIstayed with that..I looked for someone to ask, but no one was there, then I thought if ic ant trust this, then there is no point in asking Nehwah. so I stayed put and the train did come on the same pfm.
There are thus many ways of contacting Nehwah..but what is true is, I am constantly in touch with them....they are an integral part of my every day life

There is a lot of love and trust...

When I am desperate, they tell me, wait...it wil happen..this happens most when I am impatient or downhearted that I havent met my life partner yet..and EVERYBODY seems to be getting married...except me! And Nehwah tells me I too will get married soon...I just have to be patient...and they will make it happen...so I am patient now..and more at peace..not as frantic as I would be otherwise..

Today when I did the Blue room meditation, Nehwah was there in one corner, the sungod in another, goddess Lakshmi in another and the god n goddess of marriage in another...

I hugged Nehwah with love and the Sungod beamed at me...Goddess Lakshmi coated my soles with gold...the last blessesd me with a mangalsutra and sindoor..I saw myself with the mangalsutra and sindoor and Nehwah nodded, was happy with this....I feel v happy...My Life Partner shall be my Soul's mate, compatible in every way...

AND it all shall happen easily and beautifully...everything falling into place...

So, Nehwah, I am waiting in peace!! Hope you are reading/listening??

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